Need to Grow Up
Hello readers. Not really enthusiastic I know. I have graduated from my University and I am confused. I do not know how to proceed. I overthink, underthink and it just goes on like a vicious circle. I have been called many things : 0,zero,good for nothing, useless & so on. It's endless. Is calling me names supposed to motivate me in any way? What less can I get from my honorary mother XXXX. I don't know what jack shit parents she had but she treats her child with no love, understanding & respect. Honestly I sound like a victim but I have anger issues too. Yes, I do not give her any respect and why would I. Since the day I could understand that responsibility is going to be a huge part of my life, my dearest mother thinks hypocrisy and verbally abusing her daughter will make me responsible, obedient & last but not the least a PERFECT child molded for her. What am I scared of now? What if I become like my mother. I've been born into a family of domestic abu